assalamualaikum...
is hard to make to desicion..neither choose adopted or fresh blood??
i love all of you..i'm sorry coz i have to do this stupid rubbish in my life..and i must make this desicion after i 10 years i wait..i just want my family..i just want to laugh with my sista..laugh with my family share story with them..dear mum that u understand what i say??? what i feel?? i just them i my life..i respect what u did..
respect all u given...respect..i do love u mum...4 everthing u do..
i'm sorry if break ur heart...
mak:
adk minx maf if adk lukakan hati mak..if adk hancurkan hati mak..adk ta de niat mak..adk nk life adk..bukan adk nk lari umah..tp adk juz nk apew yg adk nk lam hidup..adk da 21 thun..mak...klaw adk lari dri dlu adk pkir mak..pkir ayh yg jge adk..mak,dri skolah lg adk nk tggai ngn adk beradk adk..tp adk ta mampu..adk da buat surat resign...adk nk resign...adk nk stay ngn diorg..adk nk share story ngn diorg...bla adk da dpt apew adk nk adk ta nk lepas..mak adk ta thu knp perasaan nieyh terjadey..ble adk ngn kak long kak ngah..adk dpt rse 1 feel yg adk ta pernah rse..
adk ridu kasih kak2..adk ridu nk mlawak ngn diowg..
ayah:
ayah adk bkn nk sakit ati spew2..cuma dlm hidup adk adk just nk kebahagiaan jew ayh..apew yg adk nk dri kecik..ayh penah tye kenapa adk jdey mcm nieyh?? adk just nk ad owg phm perasaan adk..adk juz nk owg dgr apew adk citer..haa..ayh..ayh tataw apew yg adk doa time g mekah dlu..ayh tataw knp adk wt mcm nieyh..seandainye ayh phm apew ad nk ta kn jdey mcm nieyh..selama nieyh ad follow ayh..tpy ta pernah berhasil..smpai adk kecewa ngn hidup adk seniri..adk penat ayh..penat ngn hidup adk sniri..apew yg adk buat ta pernah btoi an?? ta pernah puaskn hatey an??
sb apew yg adk buat ta pernah kne pde crenye..adk nk hidup adk..adk nk kebahagiaan adk..adk da penat ayh...tlog bia adk pegi..
kak long and kak ngah:
long n ngah...adk nk korg semua lam hidup adk..adk nk korg ad lam hidup ad..
share citer ngn korg..sme2 gelak..sme2 senyum..sme2 masak..sme2 hangOut..sme2 share msalah..long n ngah..adk minx maf if adk myusahkn hidup korg..adk dh pening!! frust ngn hidup adk..adk bkn ta nk blik penang..tpy adk nk korg ad lam hidup adk..
that y adk tutup hp..
diam diri..
ta nk ckp apew2 g..
long n ngah.."everything can find,but love of sibling never!!!"..ckup2 la long hidup adk dlu..seksa jiwa adk dlu..adk dh btoi2 penat..
adk bhagia ngn korg..adk happy ngn korg..tpy korg suh adk blik snew..
adk ta nk..bia adk diam2 jew..adk ta nk spew thu kt mnew ad skrg..
adk syg korg..
that y adk buat mcm nieyh..
dan adk dh penat..that y adk jdey gini..adk minx maf seklai lg if adk myakitkn hatey korg..
minx maf..
