sabar separuh iman...

haish!! dunno what to say..
sometime i dun want to think this stupid story stupid thinking about all of u..
all of u make me dizzy...
OMG!!!
sabar teh!! sabar!!!
Allah tuh sentiasa ngn kite walau ape pon yg terjadey..
bia lha org nk ckap pew pon ngn kite...
who's know ur fate??
dunno what will happen right>??
SO SABAR!!!!

hi mummy...

assalamualaikum..
hi..

title today is miss my mum..
mum i know im wrong..i'm bad..i'm stuborn..but i can't loss u from my mind..
what ever i did i still remind ur say..
but i'm still do the thing...
still go the place even u say "adikk..jgn masuk tempat bukan2..igt mak pesan kt adik..kite kt tempat org..bukan  apa..satgi kalau org nmpak adik org kata pa..mmg mak tak nmpak tpy Allah nmpak dik..duk tempat org jgn buang tudung..rambut jgn lak karat2 takut t mati haa??"
i'm so sorry..
p/s:: sharifah salleh::
 mak adik minta maaf klaw adik degil..adik keras kepala..mak,adik nk peluk mak..adik nk minta maaf..ape mak pesan semua adik langgar..nk jdi ape pon adik tataw mak..hurm..mak..adik takout mak jdi ape2 kt mekah..mak kt mekah adik kt MALAYSIA nie dah mcm ank setan daa..hurm..adik akn blik uma bila adik ad kejew tetap..adik da berubah..adik takot mak jdey ape2 kt sne sbb salah adik..hurm..adik thu mse adik kua umah mak nagis sbb tak nk anak mak nieyh rosak,jhanam dan musnah..ape mak rse mmg btoi..apew mak kate mmg btoi..ape kite nk tak semestinye kite dpat..ape yg kite keja ta semestinye indah..skrg adik da tade ape2..umah?? sedara?? hurm..diowg tggal adik mak..dowg tinggal adik saat2 mcm nieyh..blah dri umah mcm tuh jew..hbis adik>?? tu pon adik bodoh..tataw nk hargai mak..adik mintak maaf maakkk!!!!!

MUMMY I LOVE YOU

assalamualaikum...
this title i dedicate to my beloved mum...
mum...
almost 3 month i stay here...without u mum..without ur voice...without ur babling..hah!!.. i really miss u..not because adik never call mummy,adik dont love u...adik rindu mummy...mummy every second of my life for u..every minute of my mind is thinking bout u...mummy, everyday i cry of u..think what have i done..leave u without nothing..without note..i know u cry because of me..i'm so sorry...
mummy...
now i know without i'm nothing...
without u i will not be a human...
mum...
i can't expain my feeling to u mummy...
mum..
if i can call doraemon come to return the time i will do...
because i want u beside me...
i want u touch me at night before i sleep...
i want u feel what i feel...
i want to share story with u...


life without u...everything is suck...
without u babling...without ur watch..without ur touch...

the word that i want to say is...
i really love u...i really miss u...
if i have a wing i will fly to u mum...
to have look u mum...
to kiss ur cheek...
and cry because i really miss u...


P/S:: SHARIFAH BINTI SALLEH

MUHAMMAD FADLI BIN KASSIM ( A***M)

assalamualaikum...
dear adam...
i'm sorry for everything i done...
i know i'm so stupid last 4 years,ta pernah nk hargai awak...saya bersalah sgt awak...
hidup saya sentiasa dalam byang2 awak...
tah la...mungkin dosa saya pde awk..
mungkin kesalahan saya kpd awak sbb menghancurkn hatey awak...
memang dua tiga mggu nieyh title saya adalah awak adam...

awak...
saya tinggal awak sbb rupa,dan saya ta hargai ape yg pernah awak lakukan...
saya tinggal awak sbb bodoh, dan saya ta dpt beza mna baek mna bruk...
saya tinggal awak sbb ego, dan saya ta dpt kawal perasaan bodoh saya sbb lihat awak ngn kawan awk...
saya hilang kebahagiaan yg saya sejak saya tinggal awak..
mungkin tuh blasan yg Allah bg...
tiada yg TERBAEK selain awk...
tiada yg JUJUR selain awk...
tiada yg IKLAS selain awk..
betapa bodohnyer saya melepaskn permata yg bersinar didalam hati saya..
betapa bangangnyer saya menghancurkan hatey awak...
saya minta maaf awak...

A*D*M

went i think what i have done...

i feel guilty went i think what have i done..i break their heart..break their feel..went i see his picture i feel very guilty...what have i done to him..he happy with his partner..and i??? nothing to proud...lose in my world...what i have done its back to me...i know i'm wrong..break your  heart easy..break your feel..betray with you..i play your feel like i play a game..what the hell i have done to you?? simply done to you..i dream all about a**m every moment..why?? a**m you always in my mind dont know why... maybe i feel guilty with you..very2 guilty..twicely i done too you..what i done i remember..i'm very sorry i don't want my heart break..i got what have i done...

looking for you for a few day...

assalamualaikum...
just to share what have happen around a few day...

* as daughter...i need a little love from my mum..my fleshblood mum..but did'nt get that...i lose everything during my birthday.. i miss my mum...sharifah binti salleh..
P/s: letter for u mum...

assalamualaikum...
mak..adik rindu mak..adik rindu kasih sayang mak..even mak marah mak ta pernah nk buang kasih sayang kt adik...mak tetap bg..mak adik sedar spe adk skrg..adik ego ngn diri adik..ikut perasaan adik..andai adik leyh putar masa yg adik tinggal mak...ta kan adik rse susah terpinggir mengharap kasih sayang sejati seorang ibu..
mak ta pernah kekok syg adik..even mak thu adik degil..even mak thu adik g KL sbb ape...mak adik minta maaf...mak adik ta pernah rasa kurang kasih sayang dari seorang ibu..adik ta pernah rase terpinngir disingkir..
mak...adik sedih...apa yg adik nk ta pernah dpt..adik sering disalahkan..adik dering dipinggir..adik thu mak..ape yg adik nk adalah mak...

thank you mum!!! miss u alot..

the thing that i will never do...

assalamualaikum...

for my dear..i'm sorry if i have make mistake..i'm so sorry..i know i was overboard...
i dont means to lose u...if i want to lose u i will do it last 4 month u know...why u leave me...
i dont wanna to lose u...i'm very sorry....i will not do it again..hurm... :(
i know i'm wrong...
i'm try tp appreciate what i have... appreciate what u did for me..i know i stubborn...i know i'm ego..i will change...:(
forgive me...
i will try to be matured...haaa...
dont ignored me when u saw me...
haaa...
my heart is broken when u did this to me...
haaa...
sedih OOOoo

my OWN desicion..Or FOLLOW them..

assalamualaikum...

is hard to make to desicion..neither choose adopted or fresh blood??
i love all of you..i'm sorry coz i have to do this stupid rubbish in my life..and i must make this desicion after i 10 years i wait..i just want my family..i just want to laugh with my sista..laugh with my family share story with them..dear mum that u understand what i say??? what i feel?? i just them i my life..i respect what u did..
respect all u given...respect..i do love u mum...4 everthing u do..
i'm sorry if break ur heart...

mak:

adk minx maf if adk lukakan hati mak..if adk hancurkan hati mak..adk ta de niat mak..adk nk life adk..bukan adk nk lari umah..tp adk juz nk apew yg adk nk lam hidup..adk da 21 thun..mak...klaw adk lari dri dlu adk pkir mak..pkir ayh yg jge adk..mak,dri skolah lg adk nk tggai ngn adk beradk adk..tp adk ta mampu..adk da buat surat resign...adk nk resign...adk nk stay ngn diorg..adk nk share story ngn diorg...bla adk da dpt apew adk nk adk ta nk lepas..mak adk ta thu knp perasaan nieyh terjadey..ble adk ngn kak long kak ngah..adk dpt rse 1 feel yg adk ta pernah rse..
adk ridu kasih kak2..adk ridu nk mlawak ngn diowg..

ayah:

ayah adk bkn nk sakit ati spew2..cuma dlm hidup adk adk just nk kebahagiaan jew ayh..apew yg adk nk dri kecik..ayh penah tye kenapa adk jdey mcm nieyh?? adk just nk ad owg phm perasaan adk..adk juz nk owg dgr apew adk citer..haa..ayh..ayh tataw apew yg adk doa time g mekah dlu..ayh tataw knp adk wt mcm nieyh..seandainye ayh phm apew ad nk ta kn jdey mcm nieyh..selama nieyh ad follow ayh..tpy ta pernah berhasil..smpai adk kecewa ngn hidup adk seniri..adk penat ayh..penat ngn hidup adk sniri..apew yg adk buat ta pernah btoi an?? ta pernah puaskn hatey an??
sb apew yg adk buat ta pernah kne pde crenye..adk nk hidup adk..adk nk kebahagiaan adk..adk da penat ayh...tlog bia adk pegi..

kak long and kak ngah:

long n ngah...adk nk korg semua lam hidup adk..adk nk korg ad lam hidup ad..
share citer ngn korg..sme2 gelak..sme2 senyum..sme2 masak..sme2 hangOut..sme2 share msalah..long n ngah..adk minx maf if adk myusahkn hidup korg..adk dh pening!! frust ngn hidup adk..adk bkn ta nk blik penang..tpy adk nk korg ad lam hidup adk..      
that y adk tutup hp..
diam diri..
ta nk ckp apew2 g..
long n ngah.."everything can find,but love of sibling never!!!"..ckup2 la long hidup adk dlu..seksa jiwa adk dlu..adk dh btoi2 penat..
adk bhagia ngn korg..adk happy ngn korg..tpy korg suh adk blik snew..
adk ta nk..bia adk diam2 jew..adk ta nk spew thu kt mnew ad skrg..
adk syg korg..
that y adk buat mcm nieyh..
dan adk dh penat..that y adk jdey gini..adk minx maf seklai lg if adk myakitkn hatey korg..
minx maf..

masih ingat tarikh nieyh 7 JANUARI??

assalamualaikum...

hrey nieyh entry cik bubu..

7 januari..

bkn sbb xcited this is my besday..

tp cik bubu tingat 1 ketika dlu..

tetibe..hehh~~

awk2 awk igt tarikh nie..time kaseh awk las year awk bwak g tempat yg mmg saia nk msok..

mmg saia skew..

saia igt smpai akhir hayat saia..terima kasih sekali lg..

even saia thu awk ta bce ta tgk blog nieyh..

saia tetap nk ucap terima kasih...

klaw la awk igt tarikh nieyh tima kaseh...